men have been more audaciously leering at me lately and mumbling things as they walk by even when im fucking wrapped up in 1395 layers of clothing its kinda bugging me out usually im hyper/over-sensitive to those things and keep an eye out esp when i see it happen to other women but because it’s more frequent im now more likely to tune it out and ignore it but that worries me because men can act on their subhuman animalistic impulses without a second’s notice and these subtle/fleeting fixations are just pretext to that and i find that disturbing
after awkwardly smiling at me randomly and seeming hihgly amused by whoever was texting him this kid sitting across from me on the subway was like, “is that your natural hair?”
"it’s really nice. most girls have their hair really straight. but yours is like, curly. that’s awesome."
him: *grinning shyly*
me: *avoiding eye contact*
and then i saw this obese dude who id been observing sitting alll the way in the corner and seemed to be feasting on some different fattening food every time i looked up at him pause from eating his froyo and blatantly take a photo of me and that’s when i realized they were probably texting each other because not only was the timing in sync to when they were checking texts, but they got off at the same stop
and then kid (still smiling at me) said have a nice day (it was 8pm in the evening) as he got off the train and giggled a very high-pitch giggle